Hi everyone! I hope you are all having a great, healthy day! I’m really trying to get myself out of the “funk” that started last week, and I think I may be doing just a little bit better. I really related to the post that Robyn wrote about feeling lonely. I used to be the life of the party and was very active socially. As my job became more and more stressful and demanding, and at the same time I experienced the break-up of a long-term relationship, I started gaining weight. Over the past six years I have managed to isolate myself (for the most part on purpose), and don’t really have any type of relationships outside of work (except for my family, but they are all an hour or two away). Life just became to overwhelming and after having to deal with people all day long and their problems, and trying to keep them motivated (I supervise over 100 employees), I just wanted to spend my weekends and evenings by myself and not have to deal with anything or anyone else. Also, because I had gained more than 100 pounds, I was too embarassed to go anywhere, so I have mainly spent weekends and evenings alone for the past six years. I wonder now–if I continue to lose weight and get back down to a “normal” size, will I feel “normal” again? Will I want to be around people more? Will I feel like socializing again? Do I want to be in a relationship again? I think part of my “funk” is due to my concern that although I’m getting healthier by losing the weight and exercising, I don’t think it is going to “fix” me. How do I fix myself–do I want to? Anyway, sorry for rambling, but Robyn’s blog really made me think–I could really empathize with how she is feeling and I felt like writing down my thoughts. For those who read this, thanks for taking the time! Wishing all of you the best!